Wow, like 6 days. For those of you that don't know how long that it, it is like one day away from a week! And it is like, less than 2 hours away from being the 7th day.I don't believe I have ever gone that far without typing on my Xanga since I have had it. Well, thats what being frounded from Xanga for 4 or 5 days will do to ya when you have a bad attitude even if you are unaware you have one. Oh well. Wasn't to bad, I don't guess. I RARELY get grounded. This was my first time in AT LEAST 2 years, I would say. I abide by my pearents rules pretty well I guess. They feed me, give me a roof over my head, and aren't TOO awful strict. I mean, some pearents get onto their kids for things that blow my mind on what they don't want them to do something. I think some pearents have control issues. But my mom and dad just want to instill some judgement and common sense in me. Which, they have. Some of the things they won't let me do (like get dread locks, a mohawk, facial piercings or tattoes) I guess I can live with, untill I move out. So, no complaints here. :) Cherio, Mate.

So, I went to work today and what what, as I have for the past 2 fortnights, and about another half of one (That means, almost 5 weeks in layman terms. A fort night is 2 weeks, incase you didn't know) and I guess McWork is goin well, eh govoner? Well, I have also been playing T.H.U.G. (Tony Hawks Unerground) and I am getting close to beating it on normal mode. Then after that, I will probly try to beat it on the hardest lever. But normal is a challenge. Especially since I am STILL trying to get used to Gamecube controlls.

Oh yeah, I ordered a DC Beanie Visor, and some 51.5 mm Spitfire Repeaters wheels from CCS, and I should have them in a couple of weeks. (oh yeah) For those of you who are extremely unfamiliar with skateboarding, DC is a brand of shoe, designed specifically for skateboarding(and BMXing) and I own a pair, and they are one of the best known brands, and probably the best. And Spitfire is like the best skateboard wheel company, the repeaters wheels are black and 51.5mm is skankin' little for wheels. BUT they allow you to have more board controll, let you do more technical stuff, and wheel bite isn't a problem (wheel-bite is when the wheel touches the board when you turn to hard.) But also, they are a lot slower than the bigger wheels. See, wheels range in size mostly from 50mm to 60mm. Some companys make wheels even smaller or even bigger.  I have 56mm on my board now, and they are Spitfire flashbacks. But enough about a subject that many of you either already know, or don't care about.

I am pretty much tapped out of info. you can check out what got if you want to see it by going to http://www.ccs.com and clicking on skate store. and searing under skateboard parts and go to wheels, and go from clothing go to hats and beanies. So, take it easy.

In ^HiM^,

James

I feel sick. I went to church today and tonight, despite that though. After this mornings church, I came home, went to sleep. woke up, ate some chili, watched part of Mr Mom, and unsuccesfully tried to go back to sleep. Went to church tonight, and another church was visiting too so by the time everyone got there, some people where actuallly standing up the whole time. But I also got to share my emo song with David, Laura, Zach(not the one I saw yesterday, this is the Voice_Of_Praise zach), Cody, and Ryan and Barry read it, but I did really intend for them to. I didn't really care. I got some pretty positive feed back on it, so I am gonna try to get some music (Via piano, since I can't play guitar). Well, I don't think ryan liked it because he just called me "emo-boy" And so I am unsure of his feelings about it. So, I guess I will share it with you. Just so you know, this is not just some stuff I came up with and started rhyming words, but these are my REAL and GENUINE feelings.

The First 21^st Century Love Story (Be Gentle When You Pull At My Heartstrings)

Into

There’s just something about her.

And it makes me wish that we could be together.

But I say to myself, she is way to good for me.

And that was when it hit me.

Chorus:

I would rather see her happy in the arms of another guy,

Even if my fate was to be all alone when I die.

And I knew right then, I could see it clear as the sky.

I love her. No matter what the price!

Verse One

The first time, I laid eyes on her, I couldn’t bear to look again.

Because I knew that if I did I could never look away again.

I don’t ever want to look away.

I think about her night and day.

I thank God for her every day.

That I can just know her,

I wish that we were closer.

But if her happiness means that I have to sacrifice my own well then, let it be.

Que Sara Sara, Her happiness means so much more to me.

Chorus

Verse Two

Eventually I took the chance.

I just had to take a second glance.

But I fear to tell her how I feel.

The feelings inside are so real.

She gives my heart so much zeal.

But I know I don’t have a chance.

Rip my heart out, make it dance.

Just like a puppeteer, she’s got my feelings on a string.

She can break me or make me, break my heart, make me feel the sting.

Chorus

Laura told me to put it on here. But, liked it or not, tell me what you think. So, I tried to potray my interpretation of true love. Sacrifice. Self-sacrifice. "Greater love has no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." Jesus did that (on a MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH Larger scale) So I think one sacrificing one's own happiness would account as (a type of) self-sacrifice. I was listening to some emo stuff ( mainly Dashboard and Further seems forever) and I thought, " Ya know, these are really great songs, but none of them really apply to me, because in order to know their situations, you have to have enough self confidence (in this area at least) to go up and actually ASK a girl out. So, that puts me in a different situation than these guys." But I guess I am at an awkward crossroads, or something. Well, I guess I have opened up too much on this post. Like, telling anybody who stumbles upon my Xanga the stuff that I usually tell only Jesus. Must be the fact that I am sick.

But I do find it frustrating that these perverts go out with these girls, (with one thing in mind) and cheat on them and everything else. I stay away from porn and things that may even make me think about that kinda crap. I am trying to live an honorable life for God and and also for my future wife (whoever that may be). But, I am not attracted to the same girls as those guys. I find it repulsive when a girl shows as much as she can, basically. I am also very confused when Christian girls wear those same clothes. Why would a girls who SAYS she wants to stay pure want to attract the kind of guy that goes after that kind of girl. Not to mention, Christians are supposed to marry Christians. Sorry, dating is NOT a ministry tool, no matter how much you want it to be so you can go out with that cute guy/girl.

Wow. Probably better go. Give me some comments on my song. even if you didn't read it. Just tell me you didn't read it. I guess. Well, talk later.

In ^HiM^,

   J     @      /\/\   |=_    $

(Jay) (Aye) (Im) (Ey) (Ess)

Hey, just gonnna type REAL quick. Today, I didn't feel good. wen't to work anyway. done fries for 2 or 3 hours, thenm did  fried products, then added grill to the FP a lil' later. Saw Laura, I hope she didn't think I was being rude, you know, not saying much to her. But, I was like I said, feeling sick, getting tused to doing fries, and was burning up over that fry-holder thing (No, NOT the grease vats, the thing you put the done fries in before you scoop it out). Saw Chris like 5 opr 10 minutes before I left (I used to work with him, but he quit. He's real cool). Said he found me a drum set pretty cheap (He is an INSANE drummer, and he knows his stuff when it comes to drummin'). And evidently I am easily influenced by what I am, around because working around all the "gangsta" type people I work with, I kept wanted to say things like, "Hey, I got those McChicken dropped Big Pimpin'" and "Fo' Shizzle!". A bus full of high school people commin from a game made me want to yell something like "Okay, i'll serve this meat. The customer won't know its still not done. it'll be inside the bun" just so the costomers would hear me, and get grossed out and go somewhere else. But, due to risk of losing my job, I decided not to.

Well, I gotta go.

I'll see yall' lata' fo' shizzle'

-Big Pimpin'

I stole that quiz off of laura's Xanga. only, those are my results. :) I hope laura doesn't mind all of my stealing-quizes-off-of-her-xanga-ing.

Today was the longest day I have had in a while. I worked for 4 hours and 50 minutes. That's all. That 4Hr and 50Min felt like 14 hours and 50 minutes. I am really tired. Soo sleepy. So.......................Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. AH!!! Oh! WHAT?!?! Man, So tired.

I did write a whole song. But, my fear of criticism (or rather, lack thereof) causes me to not post it, or for that matter, show it to anyone. Because I don't want someone reading it, and saying they like it, just so they don't hurt my feelings. And on the inside saying "Man, that was a horrible song!". I don't know. Ummm, Soooooo...........Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Oh, sorry. ummm, it is only 7:38, and I could like, go to sleep, and stay asleep for a few hours I think. And I don't want to. I usually stay up 'till at least 11:30 or 12:00. I just usually can't sleep before then. Now, I am going to have problems making it to 9.

Oh well, I will just keep myself occupied. By taking internet quizes I guess.

Man, ray for this one girl I work with. She is a Christian. She thinks her B/f might be cheating on her. So just pray for her. I don't see why a guy would want to cheat on his girl though. If cheating guys cared as much for their girl friends asd they SAY they do, then they should want to treat them like royalty, I think. That's how I feel, anyway. But, nevertheless, some guys are just stupid jerks. I don't know, it doesn't make any sense.

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